After my very first post, I lost myself. Not in the deep sense, but in the swirl of *mothering*. I kept reminding myself I would come back and post daily, but I never did. And you know when you avoid something for so long that the thought of it comes with guilt? That’s how I felt. When I remembered my blog, my passion, and the goals I had set, I felt like I was failing myself. I was so disappointed in my lackluster attitude that I shoved the guilty thought of leaving my blog dormant somewhere my mind couldn’t reach. And then one day, I had a vulnerable experience. I…