Life Lately

  • Life Lately

    When the nest goes quiet.

    After my very first post, I lost myself. Not in the deep sense, but in the swirl of *mothering*. I kept reminding myself I would come back and post daily, but I never did. And you know when you avoid something for so long that the thought of it comes with guilt? That’s how I felt. When I remembered my blog, my passion, and the goals I had set, I felt like I was failing myself. I was so disappointed in my lackluster attitude that I shoved the guilty thought of leaving my blog dormant somewhere my mind couldn’t reach. And then one day, I had a vulnerable experience. I…

  • Life Lately,  Moterhood,  Personal stories

    My First Real Scare

    I’d been in hospitals before. I’d spent days there, visited family and friends—but nothing prepared me for my last visit. It started with a slight change in temperature. I thought it would be a casual hospital visit—consultation, medication, and we’d be back home. But things spiraled quickly: tests, crying, my baby shrieking and shaking from a new kind of pain her innocent body wasn’t used to. And the worst part? Watching her go through it while I stood there helpless, unable to lift her up or ease her pain. I saw a tiny piece of innocence leave her eyes that day. She was introduced to the world of hospitals—the smell,…